A
Brief Story of Samuel Meir Austin
Sam
was diagnosed with a Congenital Diaphragmatic Hernia (CDH) during an ultrasound
at 13 weeks gestation. Sam’s diaphragm failed to form on the left side and his
abdominal organs were growing in his chest, impairing lung and heart
development.
Based
on prenatal testing (level 3 ultrasound, echocardiodgram, amniocentesis, and
fetal MRI), it was determined that Samuel had a severe form of CDH. His
chromosomes and other organs appeared to be normal but he had stomach, bowel,
liver and spleen growing in his chest and nearly no visible lung development.
It was predicted that he would die shortly after birth. We spent the remaining
months of his pregnancy anticipating this outcome and praying that he would
have peaceful journey for whatever time he was meant to be with us.
Samuel
was born via c-section on February 1, 2011. The neonatologist had discussed
with us our wishes if he passed right away. But he heard Samuel’s strong
heartbeat and declared, “we have life!” Samuel had enough lung tissue to be
intubated and ventilated and went to the NICU. Our baby was being given a chance at life after all.
Samuel was on multiple IV medications, nitric oxide, and an oscillating ventilator. He was too sick to handle any touch, light or noise. He was a week old when he first opened his eyes for a few moments and I excitedly told the neonatologist that he looked right at me. The doctor told me, "of course, mama, he is in there and he knows you." Sam was transferred to the PICU at Alberta Children’s Hospital when he was ten days old.
Samuel couldn’t have his diaphragm repaired until he was stable enough to survive the surgery. This day came when Samuel was 25 days old, when the doctors determined that he was not going to get any better and they had to try. In a 4 hour surgery, the surgeons moved his abdominal organs out of his chest and created an alloderm patch where his diaphragm would otherwise be. When the surgeon returned later that night, she told us that she pulled the bowel out of Sam’s chest and a healthy-looking, reasonably-sized left lung inflated. Our baby had grown two lungs.
Samuel was on multiple IV medications, nitric oxide, and an oscillating ventilator. He was too sick to handle any touch, light or noise. He was a week old when he first opened his eyes for a few moments and I excitedly told the neonatologist that he looked right at me. The doctor told me, "of course, mama, he is in there and he knows you." Sam was transferred to the PICU at Alberta Children’s Hospital when he was ten days old.
Samuel couldn’t have his diaphragm repaired until he was stable enough to survive the surgery. This day came when Samuel was 25 days old, when the doctors determined that he was not going to get any better and they had to try. In a 4 hour surgery, the surgeons moved his abdominal organs out of his chest and created an alloderm patch where his diaphragm would otherwise be. When the surgeon returned later that night, she told us that she pulled the bowel out of Sam’s chest and a healthy-looking, reasonably-sized left lung inflated. Our baby had grown two lungs.
Two
weeks after surgery, when Samuel was five and a half weeks old, doctors told us
they no longer believed he was going to die. Up to this point, Samuel had been
too sick to handle any touch, noise, or stimulation. Now they let me sponge
bath and cautiously dress him. Sitting perfectly still and with our ICU people
managing his lines and breathing tube, Chris and I were finally able to hold
our Sam.
When
he was seven weeks old, Samuel got a life-threatening femoral blood clot, blood
sepsis, and pneumonia. Just as we'd let ourselves believe he was going to live,
he was in danger again. Sam started on multiple antibiotics and a three month treatment
of blood thinners.
When
Sam was eight weeks old, the head of Acute Pain Services prescribed a drug
cocktail to help Sam wean off of his other sedation drugs so that he could wake
up and learn to breathe on his own. Sam went into baby rehab and came off of
fentanyl, morphine, ketamine and medazalam by taking methadone and chlonidine.
It worked! The whole rehab process took two months, but our boy started coming
alive to us. Up until this point, it was assumed that he would need a
tracheostomy to breathe.
When
Sam was nine weeks old, he was extubated to BiPAP. We got to see his sweet face
without tapes and tubes and we got to hear his tiny squeaky cry for the first
time. We could hold him more easily now that he didn’t have a critical airway.
He got lots of cuddles and massage and some beginning oral therapy from mama. His big
brothers and his grandma got to hold him as well after many months of waiting.
At
three months old, Samuel graduated from ICU and went to Unit 2. This was an amazing milestone for us - and yet a scary one as well since our life with Sam seemed so dependent on the ICU people who saved him and took care of us.
Sam still weighed 6 and a half pounds as he did the day he was born. He’d been kept alive with IV nutrition and expended a lot of energy to learn to breathe. A few days after getting to Unit, he took his first food by mouth. He had daily occupational therapy to help him learn to eat by mouth and musculoskeletal occupational therapy for hand contractures. Physiotherapy started to help him build strength and to address his head shape from months of laying on his back. Sam was tested for possible co-morbid GI and respiratory illnesses and saw specialists from Audiology and Ophthalmology.
Sam still weighed 6 and a half pounds as he did the day he was born. He’d been kept alive with IV nutrition and expended a lot of energy to learn to breathe. A few days after getting to Unit, he took his first food by mouth. He had daily occupational therapy to help him learn to eat by mouth and musculoskeletal occupational therapy for hand contractures. Physiotherapy started to help him build strength and to address his head shape from months of laying on his back. Sam was tested for possible co-morbid GI and respiratory illnesses and saw specialists from Audiology and Ophthalmology.
As
part of these tests, Sam was diagnosed with Ocular Albinism, a genetic
condition causing limited pigment in his retina and optic nerve. The primary
effect of this is difficulty processing light (photophobia) and a constant
roving motion in his eyes (nystagmus). His visual impairment is not correctable
and will continue to be a focus of his motor, speech, and social development.
Sam
was discharged from hospital on July 1, 2011 at five months old and came home
to be with his mum, dad and 3 brothers. He came home on oxygen support and a
nasogastric (NG) feeding tube to augment his oral nutrition. He had only 3 remaining medications. He was followed by
nine outpatient clinics at the Alberta Children’s Hospital, including a clinic
specifically for children with Congenital Diaphragmatic Hernia.
Life
after Hospital
At seven months old, Samuel’s pulmonary
hypertension measured in the normal range and he was taken off the last of his
cardiac medications. He was on a half-litre of oxygen, an acid blocker for mild
reflux, and vitamin D. He was eating enough orally that we weaned him from NG
tube top-ups.
At eight months old, Samuel’s diaphragm
reherniated – his patch broke and his bowels moved up into his chest. He had GI
symptoms (reflux, constipation, vomiting) but not respiratory distress. He had
an eight hour surgery to repair his diaphragm using an alloderm and goretex
patch. He was home a week later with the same oxygen support and feeding regime
as he’d had prior to reherniation.
We began the process again of
increasing oral feeds, weaning NG support and weaning oxygen support. At ten
months old, Samuel was done with the NG top-ups and he came off of all oxygen
support. By his first Christmas, our baby was officially tube-free and able to start a more
developmentally “normal” path.
Samuel’s
Big Repair
At eleven months old, we discovered
that Samuel’s diaphragm reherniated again. Since he was strong enough to be off
tube feeds and oxygen, and since his last patch had held for less than three
months, we agreed to do a more invasive repair that would build Samuel a
diaphragm using his left lattisimus dorsi muscle. This surgery required three
surgeons and twelve hours of OR time so we waited a month with Samuel’s bowels
in his chest before the repair was done.
Samuel’s lattisimus dorsi muscle was
detached at one end, moved down through his rib cage (part of a rib was
removed), and pulled across to attach to his existing right diaphragm. The
phrenic (diaphragm) nerve was attached to his left lattisimus so that his brain
can communicate and tell it to act as a diaphragm. As the lattisimus is his own
muscle with its own blood supply, it should grow with him as a natural
diaphragm would.
The recovery from this surgery was
extremely difficult. For 72 hours post-op, Samuel’s heart, kidneys and lungs
did not function no matter what interventions were used. He was being kept
alive by machines yet again and we didn’t know if he would live. However, by
eight days post-surgery, he was extubated and re-learning to breathe and eat.
He spent three weeks in hospital and came home with a NG tube top-ups but no
oxygen support.
By sixteen months old, Samuel had no
further tube feeds. At twenty-one months old, Samuel had eye surgery to repair
his quickly-worsening strabismus. The resultant improvement in his vision
(especially his depth perception) created an amazing burst in eating and in
gross motor, fine motor, and social development. The general anesthetic from
this surgery was hard on his body and we ended up admitted, but it was a breeze
compared to what Samuel had already been through.
Samuel at Two
Samuel was sick almost constantly the
winter of his second birthday, despite RSV shots, isolation at home, and constant handwashing. With sometimes only a couple of days between the
waning of one virus and the start of another, Sam lagged further in growth and
development. However, he was never hospitalized, never put back on oxygen, and
had no further problems with pulmonary hypertension.
Samuel
at Three
At three years old, Samuel has not had any additional reherniations of his diaphragm. He has no ongoing
cardiopulmonary symptoms. His lungs look normal and full size on x-ray and his
pulmonary hypertension remains resolved. The effects of his CDH show up mostly
in gastrointestinal concerns such as constipation and reflux. He is at high
risk of scoliosis because of his diaphragmatic hernia, missing rib, and relocated
lattisimus muscle. However, so far he is holding strong. He will be followed by
surgery, cardiology and ophthalmology for many years.
Starting when Sam was two and a half,
we had occupational therapy, physiotherapy, speech therapy and a special
education teacher working with him in-home. His walking, jumping, shoulder
strength and balance all soared. His speech took off. He continues to advance and, now finally off of medical isolation restrictions, he's started preschool as well.
Sam’s global hypotonia was initially
thought to be caused by his difficult beginnings and three thoracotomy
surgeries but is now thought to be related to an undiagnosed genetic syndrome.
Whatever that syndrome is, it has not affected Sam’s ability to learn and love.
He is smart and stubborn with a wonderful sense of humour. He adores his big
brothers, music and playgrounds. He hates chest x-rays, needles, and having his
ears touched.
As I write this now, Sam is three and a half years old. He goes to playschool twice a week and attends gymnastics and music class. He's making friends and trying to negotiate absolutely everything and learning not to throw his food. He comes to soccer games with his brothers and plays soccer himself every chance he gets.
Our Samuel Meir is full of light and draws smiles where ever we go. His difficult journey has been full of learning, awe, fear, faith, magic, and gratitude for our whole family and his presence in the world is a blessing beyond what we could have ever imagined.
Our Samuel Meir is full of light and draws smiles where ever we go. His difficult journey has been full of learning, awe, fear, faith, magic, and gratitude for our whole family and his presence in the world is a blessing beyond what we could have ever imagined.
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